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It has been long since I scribbled anything. Any occasion to pen my thoughts and realize what I actually feel was curbed by instincts to protect myself from the pain I would inflict on myself.

Here I am writing without a purpose. Yet my subconscious reminding me that I need to be an optimist and the least amount of pessimism in the tirade of optimism is like a drop of poison in a copious meal.

Is it a crime to bask in the sun, after applying sunscreen? It is just my defense mechanism.